There is too much going on. My life is just plain BUSY. I'm up all night long between the two girls, I wake up and go to a full time job where I stress out, I come home and stress about my house not being clean, stress about the fact that I don't have a perfectly cooked well-balanced meal to feed my family, stress about the fact that I'm not able to do all these crafty pinterest-y things that all the 'other' mom's do, stress that my poor blog has been quite neglected ( i could go on and on). Add that to the other normal girly things that I stress about (appearance, clothes, family, hair - which by the way, just got chopped off by a girl who obviously does not know how to cut hair...but I won't go into that right now) and I can just feel my blood pressure and mood swings flying all over the place.
I'm done stressing.
I'm a Mom of 2 under 2. My life is just going to be chaotic for a while. I need to accept it. I need to quit comparing myself to other people, and I need to take responsibility of myself and my household! With that being said, I'm making a pledge to myself. No, not one like the one I made last time of here of promising to keep up with this blog every week...we can all see how well that worked out. And in fact this pledge includes putting this blog on the back burner for a while. (*gasp!*).
I am going to go through and organize my entire life. No, this isn't a 14 steps program or anything. I just know that in order to quit stressing, really focus on what is important in my life, and stop worrying about the little things, me and my type a personality has to have a plan. I don't know exactly what type of plan this is yet, and I think that's a good thing. I do know that by Christmas next year I will be different. Maybe just little things, maybe big changes, but I will be different. I am going to go through and concentrte on one thing at a time, and everything else I will just quit worrying about. SO eventually I will be back to blogging several times a week, but for now, don't be checking daily ( and disappointed daily ) to see if anything has posted. I WILL post here and there about important things and holidays and just random posts when I have time (key phrase there), but blogging is not high up on my list yet. Hopefully I'll be so organized next year that I'll have daily blogs with funny phrases the girls are saying and perfectly edited photos to go along with it. Ok, slow down, that is not a goal. Just a hope :)
So here we go! This is not a resolution, this is not a promise, this is just a plan. So don't fault me if I fail. But I won't. But just saying. :)
**check back periodically for any updates on the organization or random posts!** --this is assuming everyone hasn't already given up on this poor blog already.
